Showing posts with label mental. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mental. Show all posts

Friday, May 20, 2011

In need of motivation

So.....been a month yet again since I last posted.  I was hoping I'd get into the swing of things and actually have something related to working out to write about!  Not so much.  And I have zero excuses.  I just have yet to get my motivation to get up in the mornings.  I WANT to run, lift, yoga, etc, it's just getting my ass out of bed has been difficult.

I need to run.  So why is it so hard for me to get out there?  I have been in a pretty low place the last few months.  This move hasn't been an easy one.  I'm still in search of friends (for both me and J-man).  I've met people but I don't know, friendships just haven't formed.  The few people who live in our neighborhood don't have kids or don't have kids our age so that makes it tough.  I always feel like I'm just a nuissane to those friends without kids.  Cuz, if I didn't have kids and I lived in Paris and didn't have to work I'd most likely just want to hang out at cafés all day people watching.

I am sooo unhappy with my body right  now.  I think the percentage of muscle is pretty much nill.  I hate being and feeling weak. I just need to get into a routine.  They say it takes 21 days to really get into a routine.  It's time to start!

It's time to get out of my funk and start getting stronger, fitter and healthier.  If I don't I think I'll end up getting into an even darker hole mentally and it'll be harder to get out.

How have you all found motivation to just GET MOVING?!?!